Friday, December 31, 2010

The Year Coming to an End

2010 is coming to an end, wow... I can't believe this year is ending and I can remember exactly a year back when i was thinking about how this year will turn out.  "I feel in it my balls," my friends and I were saying, of course an optimistic feel that ended up giving us the confidence to be strong throughout the year ...And it work out for the most part.  I did some things that I've never done before in 2010.  I'm now in a relationship with my beautiful girlfriend Shari and we're 9 months in.  This is new for me and it feels great to carry our relationship into the new year.  She's black and this is where some of my troubles have came into play.  My mother, a very Italian and traditional woman is still trying to come around to it, that I love this girl, she is a big part of my life now, and that I may very well end up marrying her.  Shari has yet to meet my whole family, and well I wouldn't blame her for being hesitant in doing so.  That's a story in itself. 

I have also found out that history has repeated itself during the year 2010.  School hasn't really changed.  I have been lazy in my work, and I honestly thought that would change.  I want to finish up and see school through to the end though.  I also got myself into an apartment with a good friend of mine, but I don't have the money I thought I did when I first found this house in New Brunswick.  I love the life I've lived in New Brunswick, but I may have to face the music, and listen to what that saying, "The party's over."  So I'm on a job hunt now, trying to redeem myself from the mistakes I've made in 2010, and I'm gonna see things through this time around.  2010 has shown to me that like previous years, although I make some small changes in my life, I still wasn't as dedicated as I should have been.  As you may guess, my New Year's Resolution is to see things through to the end, what I engage in.  My girl just got me running shoes for Christmas and that was probably the best gift yet, cuz this me no excuse for running and working out at the gym.  Along with that, I will write, stay strong emotionally, and make 2011 a year to remember.  Although I'm turning 21 real soon, I'll make the partying short and sweet.  I'm young, I have to enjoy myself once in a while, but I'm must be smart and be dedicated all year long. 

2010 coming to an end..??? That's crazy... I hope 2011 can provide better memories and fulfills as a extraordinary and monumental year for me.  Happy New Year's everyone, and be safe!!

First Step

Hello blogging world!

This is my first blog.  I aspire to become a writer in the future and by the help of a good friend, I'm now addressing my thoughts and ideas onto the web.  I may sound awkward or lost, and that's alright.  I'm just trying to test this out and give it a try.  Comment, criticize, do all you want, this is my first step as a blogger and essentially a writer, and I'm open to just about everything.  Like I've mentioned, I aspire to write.  I wish on making it someway somehow, and I feel my ideas are bright enough to make a statement in this world.  As little as I am to the rest of you I'm looking to grow, and I'm willing to have any type of growth possible.  Growth is maybe the biggest idea any of us can comment on.  It's constant in not only human life, but life all around.  With all growth, we make steps and goals.  We accomplish these steps and goals, and set more to come.  A new year is upon us, and it's time we make resolutions and change into something better.  A goal of mine was to first create a blog, and now that I've done so I'm ready to grow and learn.  This was my first step, and expect to see me expand and express myself more.